soul energy

Those who restrain desire, do so because theirs is weak enough to be restrained.
William Blake, The Marriage of Heaven and Hell


all gone

This quality won't come again
Completely overwhelmed with nothing
Compare, acquire to the pain
Just tell them everything is perfect
We were already down on the floor

OSI - For Nothing

Hope is the last thing that he needs
Hope is a candle that feeds
Off of the edge
And it needs almost nothing
Hope only got us so far
And the saddest thing is the wind
That blows your head
On the seeds of our Nothing

we will be ephemeral

Slowly recognize the scale

We will be ephemeral

We will be ephemeral

Fact isn't what you see
Not anymore
, what it used to be

Fact isn't what you see
Not what it used to be

I'm flowing with black water

Into a loss of surgency

Into a loss of surgency


we are all everything at once

Once we understand that the integrity of our personal existences are completely dependent on the integrity of everything else in our world.
We have truly understood the meaning of unconditional love.
For love is extensionality and seeing everything as you
and you as everything can have no conditionalities, for in fact, we are all everything at once. (Peter Joseph, Zeitgeist Addendum)


but you catch yourself trying

Salt water rising
On a beautiful day
The flood only washing the wants away
Cool light in the sun
And you're still where you begun

Long have I waited here for nothing to come
The sequence of twisted turns
That can't be undone

But you catch yourself trying....
But you catch yourself trying....
But you catch yourself trying....

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a glimpse of her grace

Oh, I swear
Saw her right out there

Caught a glimpse of her grace,
Slightly misplaced.

She’s around
Without audible sound

Covers the mood with a gloom,
She’s alone in the room.

Today time froze
And I will need a cause
To carry on on my own

The walls are melting
The walls are melting
The walls are melting
The walls are melting

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Please don't bother me
Sleeping under the sea
Where I've found peace
Found my sweet release

Oh the world doesn't spin
Around You


just a bad dream

Дара: Целуни ме и тогава решавай.
Не: (...)
Не... Не... НЕ. Тази вечер ще си легнеш, утре ще се събудиш и аз ще съм едно от лошите неща, които са ти се случвали.

(please put me to bed
and turn down the light)

fold down your hands
give me a sigh
put down your lies

lay down next to me
don't listen when I scream
bury your doubts and fall asleep

find out I was just a bad dream

let the bed sheet soak up my tears
and watch the only way out disappear
don't tell me why
kiss me goodbye

for neither ever nor never
neither ever nor never


My heart leaps up when I behold

MY heart leaps up when I behold
A rainbow in the sky:
So was it when my life began,
So is it now I am a man,
So be it when I shall grow old
Or let me die!
The child is father of the man:
And I could wish my days to be
Bound each to each by natural piety.

- Wordsworth

We're All One

Колкото повече дълбае тъгата, толкова повече освобождава място за радост. ~ Джубран


- Хората, които все повтарят, че са добре сами, се самозалъгват, защото е естествено да искаш човек до себе си. Прекрасно е даже.
- Какво значи да искаш човек до себе си? За какво ти е той? А ти за какво си му? Живее се за мига. Тук е реката, скачай!
- Тук е Родос, скачай...
- Ами да, това като хората, дето мечтаят за България на Асеневци. Няма България на Асеневци, има България на Бойко Борисов, това е.


Творецът е 7.
Всеки е 7.

For I am the first and the last.
I am the honored one and the scorned one.
I am the whore and the holy one.
I am the wife and the virgin...
I am the barren one, and many are her sons...
I am the silence that is incomprehensible....
I am the utterance of my name.


For I am knowledge and ignorance
I am shame and boldness
I am shameless; I am ashamed.
I am strength and I am fear.
I am war and peace.
Give heed to me.
I am the one who is disgraced and the great one.


And they will find me there,
And they will find me there,
And they will find me there,
and they will live,
they'll not die again.



Constantly forgiving you and myself is one of the hardest things I've ever done.


heraclitus on sleep

"A person in (the) night kindles a light for himself, since his vision has been extinguished. In his sleep he touches that which is dead, though (himself) alive, when awake touches that which sleeps."

"Even sleepers are workers and collaborators on what goes on in the universe."

"Death is what we see waking. What we see in sleep is a dream."

“It is not appropriate to act and speak like men asleep.”

“Men forget where the way leads and what they meet with every day seems strange to them.We should not act and speak like men asleep.”



Няма нищо за приемане,
Нищо за отхвърляне,
Нищо за разтваряне!
Нищо за задържане,
нищо за оставяне,
нищо за разтваряне!
Това е истината.
Няма нищо за схващане,
Нищо за отърваване,
Нищо за разтваряне!
Това е цялата истина.
Няма нищо за прегръщане,
нищо за напускане,
нищо за разтваряне!
Свободен от привързване,
Свободен от желание,
Макар такъв, аз съм Истинското Същество,
о, какво чудо!
Но в това Себе
няма нищо за постигане
и нищо за премахване.
Когато липсва този претенциозен малък аз,
тогава има свобода.
Аштавакра Гита, Сатялок, Индия