...infinity sweeping and falling away from you in all directions a dream you keep having where you are falling slowly or fast there is no bottom never has been or will be you will never land...
...all radial sound waves eminate from machine's busted heart like thin, infinite pink lasers or else sometimes like mile high cloud of bees or burred ton sinking...
...Babylonian Triangle of Captivity (are lights, triggered motion detectors activate nine grid sweep by roboticised surrveilance cameras and rapid deployment of cranky armed response team, fluorescent lights buzzing you are really very hungry and the buzzing parts puts this pain in your skull like geothermic plates scraping against each other, you are having a bad day you cannot see what he is typing into his computer but the thing beeps twice when he enters your name)...
...signal source = heart rusted machine blown, tubes ruined, torn gears, jury rigged wiring is faulty; shoots sparks (blue), smoke (black), flames (white) and buzzes uncontrollably...
...the things we endure, soon they are distant bad memories: we spent the last of our money on taxicabs + beer, stayed up all night hatching plans...
...tape loop so long it was rocketed thru atmosphere by wigged-out soviet cosmonaut - one edge rapped around a distant japanese weather satellite, other edge mounted on junked ¼ inch tape machine with misaligned heads; spinning satellite acts as a captain, tape loop moved over heads of tape machine at speed of satellites orbit x speed of earths orbit; playback is sporadic, tape loop so long it will take three lifetimes to hear its entirety...
[Regret] F#
[Fear] ∞
[Desire] A#
[Hope] ∞
1. continuous self-doubt...
3. inescapable police car/anxiety continuum
a. lack of money, resources... (helplessness)
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